Monday, May 30, 2011

happy memorial day!---listening to DJ GOMI san

how was your happy memorial day weekend???
or if you are not in the U.S...
how was your weekend??
週末いかがすごされました??

it just passed sooo quickly didnt it!!!??

i had a very nice but busy weekend,,,but it was definitely nice..
あっとゆうまに5月も終わりです!!!なんてこと!NYは春を通り越して夏が到来したようですな。

i have to get up early tomorrow,,,
so before i go to bed,,,i was just listening to this,,,so i wanted to share it with you..

this is
one of my favorite club dance DJ GOMI san s joint...

like its many people s favorite,,one of his album "Catalyst" was always my favorite..
and still is..
明日早起きしなくちゃだからもう寝ます。今、DJ GOMIさんの曲きいていましたので、シェアしたいなって思って。。
いいよねえええ、このcatalystのアルバムはたくさんの人のお気に入りでもあるでしょう。あたしのお気に入りでもあり。



thinking about you.....


i wish u best,,

yall have a great day!!!!

peace!!! :D

Friday, May 27, 2011

TODAY'S PRAYER

To get something you never had,you have to do something you never did.

"when God takes something from your grasp.

He's not punishing you,but merely opening your hands to receive something better.

Concentrate on this sentence.The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not protect you.

Something good will happen to you today,something that you have been waiting to hear.

Please do not break.

Just 27 words,

"God our father,walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name,Amen.



this prayer is so powerful.
A blessing is coming to you in the form of a new job, a house,health,marriage or financially.Do not break or ask questions.

just believe...



in the morning,,you will be alright.....
In the morning the sun's gonna shine
In the morning no clouds in the sky
When it's dark in your life just wait for the daylight


enjoy this memorial day weekend! :D

Thursday, May 26, 2011

what we can learn from the history-JAPAN EARTHQUAKE東日本大震災について



today,i want to talk about this,,,,
what is the lesson...

here,i want to introduce yall to this book called,"Chernobyl: Consequences of the Catastrophe for People and the Environment"

it's a translation of a 2007 Russian publication by Alexey V. Yablokov, Vassily B. Nesterenko, and Alexey V. Nesterenko.
. It was published by the New York Academy of Sciences in 2009 in their Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences series.

The United Nations Scientific Committee on the Effects of Atomic Radiation's 2005 estimate of about 4,000 Chernobyl deaths contrasts with this review of 5,000 mainly Slavic-language scientific papers the UNSCEAR overlooked. It found deaths approaching a million through 2004, nearly 170,000 of them in North America.

And at the end i'd like to attach the video of the interview with MD toxiologist janette sherman,talking about this book.
i'd like to review a little bit of what the book is all about.

2011,April 26th,,,its been 25years since the chernobyl disaster occurred.It is said that during 1986-2004,985,000 people died!!!! government reported 4,000 at that time as you could read the particle above.
Nuclear radiation has serious affect on not only human but also all the creature on earth.It is also said that the whole ecology system got totally damaged especially in chernobyl area.
Radio activity causes cancer,that's well known,it damages lungs,heart,skins,DNA and everything.i couldnt believe that almost million people died from that!!!!
and still now,it is said that babies are born unhealthy and they have some kind of disability...in Belarus,still now 80% of the children are not well at all...

what about the food! what about the water.how do we discharge the poison once it get comtaminated,it takes 300yesrs to go away...as you know its been only 25years since then. it takes 3 centuries to get rid of everything..people still have been dying.
How do we get enough food for people if the land is comtaminated for hundreds years.But we dont really know what exactly left that is leaking into the ground water and how much in the reactor, because we cant get closer.

what made me really upset was "WHO and IAEA agreement" what kinda agreement is that ,,,for what??? promotion? money??
that was the biggest lies in the history...we need to know that fact even though we have a risk to get panic,
but we need to face the reality and get together and think of the solution.
THIS could wipe out all the species..

now we are still figuring out what s going on in japan.im totally against NUCLEAR POWER.and we all have to have basic knowledge of science and got to prepare for the earthquake,and we need to think about other resources to create safe energy.
business people might know a lot about money,technology and everything,,,but do they know BIOLOGY.???..dont forget we are part of the mother earth!!

先日下記に添付したビデオを見ました。これはチェルノブイリの大惨事の事実に書いて書かれてある本について学者のjanette sherman さんのインタビューの模様を撮影した30分のビデオです。驚愕の事実が書かれています。私はまだこの本は読んでいませんがこのビデオを見て、いろいろ考えたあとでレビューをそえたいと思います。この本で書かれてるデータは科学的なものに基づき、かつ、英語にすら翻訳されていない5000にも及ぶ論文や現地の人、当時の人の話をもとに編集されたそうです。当時WHOは死者は4000人と発表していましたが、実際は2004年までに100万人に及ぶといわれています。放射能が内臓だけでなく、DNAにまで及び体をそして生態系すべてを破壊するおそろしい力を持っているのはみなさんもうしっていると思います。放射能にはその機能が半分になる半減期ってゆうのがあるけど、そこから計算すると、すべてなくなるのに300年かかるとこと。あの事件がおこってから今年2011年の4月26日に25年を迎えたそうです。。たったの25年ですよ!!死者はいまだに出てるし、奇形児もたくさん生まれています。実際現場に行って綿密な調査をするのも難しい。
今、日本で地震津波に引き続き、原発の爆発事故が起こり、情報が錯乱しすぎて、、実際ほんとはどうなってるのかわかりにくい。ある人は危険だといい、ある人はたいしたことないという。
腹立たしいのはWHOもIAEAもメディアも真実を隠しているということ!今の日本で起こってること同じじゃない??!
大切なのはなるべく正確なデータを早急に入手し、真実を知ること。そして、地震大国日本なんだから、それに対して国民一人ひとりが備えてしっかりした知識をもつこと。原子力のことにしろ、もっと生物学を科学をしらないとだめだ。そして今こそ真剣になにをしなくちゃいけないか考えるときだと思う。(エネルギー供給源は然り)原子力には断固として反対である。人間の暮らしを豊かにするとこは大事だが、私たちが自然界の一部であることを忘れてはいけない。

here s the video日本語の字幕もあるよ



and also,,,i want to share something with yall...this is the article that i read the other day,
it's talking about the data of the radiation the scientists from kyoto university got
in tokyo(capital,japan,about 200km far from fukushima) after the reactor explosion.
that was also very interesting document so,i summarized a little bit,hope you could get the idea.
この記事は京都大学の原子炉安全グループの小出助教授の東京の放射能のデータに関する記事で、日本語で全部あるので、添付しました!読んでみて!もちろんデータの確実性やもちろん風向きのことともあるし、だれも100%正しいとはいえませんが、そういう状況だったということをしってほしい。15日の東京の空。。。

http://www.page.sannet.ne.jp/stopthemonju/home/11.3.25tokyomienaikumo.pdf


the earthquake occurred on March 11th.on following day,the reactor 1 had an explosion,on14th it happened to the reactor 3,then on 15th, the reactor 2 exploded.
French ambassador warned that there would be the possibility that they might detect low level of radio activity in tokyo area within 10hours...japanese government said it was not a serious problem,here's data of the radioactivity detected by Dr koide from kyoto university.


Bq/m3 μSv/day

I-131 720 130
I-132 450 0.8
I-133 20 0.6
Te132 570 24
Cs134 110 28
Cs136 21 0.9
Cs137 130 23
SUM 210

they detected 210μSv radio activity.
but according to the professor,we can catch only molecule radiation,so we cant catch the gas radiation,so,including the gas radiation,we can assume that we must have absorbed 1000μSv at that time(which is 1mSv)
this is the same amount of radiation we are allowed to be exposed through the whole year.
but we got exposed and might have absorbed 1mSv in one day!!
i see that data is different from those from city government and etc,,but the level of the radiation was definitely way higher than that which was reported...we couldnt really tell how long radiation stayed in that area because of the wind BUT!!!
my question is,, you got this scientific data anyways,,,will you take it easy,
or take it serious...?
as i mentioned above,,,including me,we all need to know more about science,,,
be smart...

what do we need to know now.
what do we have to think about now.
what do we have to learn from the history...


thank you so much for reading this...
hope u could understand what im trying to say,
feel free to give me feedback...


at the end of the day.
i love yall...

god bless you...


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Green street-Time won't change us-official video



who already checked his album
a hip hop crew from ny,Green street!!!! s "dont look down"

日本にもツアーに去年の秋はじめていったNY出身ヒップホップ(ポップ)クルー
GREEN STREETがアルバムだしたのはご存知??
ここでダウンロードリンクはりました。みてみて!!

download link
http://bit.ly/eJ5iVX
this is one of the song from this album called
"time won't change us"
先日彼らのアルバム「Dont look down」からの一曲Time wont change usのオフィシャルビデオシュートがありました。。ブログに書いたと思うけど、、
ビデオがなんとできてた!アップしました。
楽しいパーティソングです。
私を探してみて。楽しかった
its a fun party song!
that video shoot was a lot of fun!
check it out!!!!

you might see me,,
hmmm

0:54?? nahnah,,,,she is an asian but not me,,,,lol

1:33!!!
oh firstone!

1:52 o oh did u see my ring...???
haha

3:42,,,,alright alright alright...

greenstreet,,,
ani,,,
and the whole crew,,,
ren,
ken,,,etc
yall are really talented and they are one of them who keep it real and got good hearts and spirit!

ganbare.
メインラッパーのANIはめっちゃ純真でいつもやさしい。そしてクルーみんなが協力しあってるのがわかるし、すごく才能あると思う!若いエナジーにみちてるよね。
ちなみに彼のだいのなかよしのsuahdってゆううデザイナーはめっちゃおもしろい。このビデオの中でひげのめがねの人。めっちゃおもしろい。日本にいってからおにぎりにはまって、いつも日本食レストランいくと、おにぎり注文します。あはは

とにかく、背中おしてくれるよね。
わたしもがんばろって!おもえる。
さわやかだあああ


Sunday, May 22, 2011

PRAY(for japan)-justin bieber -cover

hello world!happy sunday!!!
i just got home..its 5am ,..hehe
i was partying with my homegirls...my dearest friend,an awesome photographer Ms LUCIJANA JYOTI s bday party !!yaaay

anyways,,,,

i edited the video for japan again,,,i think the quality got better,,,,
i m still learning how to edit videos...haha

the song is also up on myspace too..

http://www.myspace.com/miofujii

so here s the video...enjoy...
i sang for japan....
this footage are from the charity event @union square by ACT FOR JAPAN.
and those photos of message board are taken by chica soma.
video taken by meccagodzilla with HD camera.
the song is mixed by Trackmkh
song covered by MIO FUJII aka mionce aka miosoul
video edited by MIO FUJII

IF YOU FEEL THIS VIDEO,PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SPREAD THE WORD.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
このビデオを少しでも気に入ってもらえたら、知り合いの人、お友達家族にリンクを広めてください。できるだけたくさんの人とシェアできたらと心から思います。







3.11.2011---- Tohoku earthquake and tsunami -東日本大震災
what they had was way more than we could imagine,,,
it was such a heatbreaking event.
May their soul rest in peace.

world has showed us a lot of LOVE.
we still need help.
its time to change the old policy and we have to come up with the new idea for the better future...
we all got to support each other.NOW is the time.
このたびの地震と津波また、それにより併発したさまざまな出来事に心痛む毎日です。この震災で亡くなられた方のご冥福を心よりお祈りします。そして、世界中からたくさんの­­支援を受けていることに本当にうれしく思います。被災地にもたくさんのボランティアの方が駆けつけているそうです。復興にはまだ時間がかかりますし、まだまだ助けが必要­で­す。
原発の問題もあります。今、自分たちが何ができるか、どうしたらいいかを真剣に考えるときなんだと思います。私もどうしたらいいだろうと日々悩みます。一人ではなく、みん­­なで立ち上がりましょう。

we are living in a moment,living in a world where tomorrow is not promised at all...but dont forget...you are not alone.i want to support whoever needs my help..when i think about myself,,,i think about my friends and family...i ll never ever take yall for granted and i wish yall s best.i wouldnt have been here today without any of yall..
thank you.
world! lets stay connected lets support each other.
時々家族、そして友達のことを考えます。本当に彼らなしで今の私はいない。本当に感謝しています。そして、自分の周りにあるものを当たり前だと思わないこと。。
本当にありがとう。。。

thank you all for watching this video.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

how much do you,,,,,

how much do you love him....

how much do you love her....

how much do you love yourself....


every now and then i feel like listening to gospel....
especially after my choir s rehearsal....

sometimes what's going on in our lives are too much for us to handle,,,
i dont think i can handle this...

what does it mean...???

im too scared to do it,,,
i think im on the right path,,,but
why so many times do i feel this way,,,
i feel so disppointed,,,
then im losing my confidence...

but i dont want to lose the faith in me...never...


i dont exsist here by myself..
im here because of YOU...
and because of YOU...

friends,,,,
family...

and
god..



im believing in myself...
and
please let them believe in themselves..


thank you for being there for me,,,
i really appreciate what i have with me.
whoever you think you really appreciate,,,just tell them that you love them...


ありがとう。。。。
ありがとう。。。いつも。

マインド

。。。

リフレッシング・・・


Dewayne Woods-let go

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

photos from the video shoot of CHIP FU "hiphop generals"


CHIP FU on the wall!!! graffiti by glenn elf
shout to an awesome artist(painter) mr glenn elf



CHIP FU was a such a nice man! he s soooo hip hop and soooo raggae,,,luv the vibes.


MIO FUJII (1)
i love the color!


MIO FUJII (2)


MIO FUJII with jordan
muah muah i love my jordan!!!
ジョーダンはいたの!




MIO FUJII aka Ms hip hop general :D


ok,,,,,camera is getting closer!!!
shout to an awesome videographer GARTH and PYRO!!!


MIO FUJII aka Ms hip hop generals (2)


MIO and chip(1)


MIO and chip (2)

as some of yall might know,,,
i am in one of CHIP FU s new video of a song "HIP HOP GENERALS"

the video shoot was held in a basement of somebody s house in bk in last november,,
i saw him @BBkibg the other day and he said,,,the video s going to come out very soon!!!


recently i got some photos from a photographer ELF,,,so ENJOY !!!!! :)

chip fu is a former member of a hiphop group Fu-Schnickens back in 90s.
あのFu-Schnickensのもとメンバー、、今はソロでhiphop界だけでなく、、ジャマイカでも、、レゲエ界でも人気を誇る
ラッパーCHIP FU
のビデオシュートの写真がやっと手にはいったからご報告!!
ビデオは前回BBkingで話したときに、、もうすぐ出るからと彼はゆっていました。。

ラストミニットで出演の依頼がきて、、、参加させてもらいました!ほんとに感謝しています
ブルックリンのどっかの家のベースメントでの撮影、。。。。セットがとてもこっていて、、、感動した!!!

楽しみだな!!!この曲大好き

Monday, May 16, 2011

解禁!!!now its available!!!!





as i informed yall before,,,

レペゼンNYのラッパーメカゴジラの初ソロアルバムがいよいよ解禁!!!!もう5月17日だあああああ!!!いぇえええい!!!
3年かかって製作しただけにうれしさひとしおです。。私が彼に出会う前からの出来事ですからね。。
先日もこのアルバムの内容についてはコメントいたしましたが、、
ぜひperfect 天!!!きいてみてほしいです。
下のリンクにみると購入できます!
NY represent artist Meccagodzilla aka RYU BLACK s first solo album "perfect 天" is coming out and its available for pre-order via

http://manafestvisionmedia.bandcamp.com/album/perfect



its musical RAP (hiphopera= hiphop + opera)
album based on one of the most poplar game anime "streetfighter2"!!!!
これはミュージカルラップともヒップホペラとも呼べるでしょう!

it's definitely for street fighter fans
ストリートファイターファン必見。

it's definitely for hip hop fans...
ヒップホップファンマストばい!!!

it's for maybe ladies...
(dont get jealous of chun li,,,lol)
女性にももちろんおすすめ、、

it's for those who are tired of regular rap album...
巷のよくあるラップに飽きたって人にお勧め~!まじで!

and i dont play games and i dont listen to much hiphop...
but i luv this album,.,,
cuz you know why,,,
i feel the heart,,,i feel the message in it...
its very powerful,
this "perfect 天(ten) " is for everybody who are struggling and want to love,,,,

after you hear this album,,,
you must feel positive inside you i bet....

and im pretty sure yall want to visit JAPAN!!! yes!!!
私は、ヒップホップなんてぜんぜん詳しくないんです。。ちょっと知ってるくらいです。私はでも好きです。やっぱりリアルであるからでしょう。。。
でもどちらかというとがっつりR&Bの私でも好きになってしますアルバムです。
聴いたことあるなつかしいいメロディーに、、、リアルなパワフルなリリックにぐっときます、、、。

なんかきいたあとに、すかっとしたり、ポジティブにまたがんばろうって思えるアルバムです。

あと、、、日本にいきたくなるかもねええええ。。。えへへへ


私はsakurachanの曲でさびだけうたってます。。。あと、ちょくちょくスキットで参加しています!!!

ありがとう!!!




Tuesday, May 10, 2011

check my new video-PRAY FOR JAPAN




3.11.2011---- tohoku earthquake and tsunami -東日本大震災
what they had was way more than we could imagine,,,
it was such a heatbreaking event.
May their soul rest in peace.

world has showed us a lot of LOVE.
we still need help.
its time to change the old policy and we have to come up with the new idea for the better future...
we all got to support each other.NOW is the time.
このたびの地震と津波また、それにより併発したさまざまな出来事に心痛む毎日です。この震災で亡くなられた方のご冥福を心よりお祈りします。そして、世界中からたくさんの­支援を受けていることに本当にうれしく思います。被災地にもたくさんのボランティアの方が駆けつけているそうです。復興にはまだ時間がかかりますし、まだまだ助けが必要で­す。
原発の問題もあります。今、自分たちが何ができるか、どうしたらいいかを真剣に考えるときなんだと思います。私もどうしたらいいだろうと日々悩みます。一人ではなく、みん­なで立ち上がりましょう。

we are living in a moment,living in a world where tomorrow is not promised at all...but dont forget...you are not alone.i want to support whoever needs my help..when i think about myself,,,i think about my friends and family...i ll never ever take yall for granted and i wish yall s best.i wouldnt have been here today without any of yall..
thank you.
world! lets stay connected lets support each other.
時々家族、そして友達のことを考えます。本当に彼らなしで今の私はいない。本当に感謝しています。そして、自分の周りにあるものを当たり前だと思わないこと。。
本当にありがとう。。。

thank you all for watching this video.

footage:Japan Earthquake-Tsunami Relief Event- United Hope For Japan4/10
by act for japan
@union square, new york

video taken by meccagodzilla aka ravage

photos by chica soma(she asked as many New yorker as possible for the messages for japan)

song by Mio Fujii (cover-pray-originally sang by justin bieber)
http://miofujii.blogspot.com

i thank Trackmkh!


much LOVE from NYC!!!!!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

live,live,live and video shoot..社会科見学ううう


last wednesday @MIC CHECK @times square art center
my home girl Milana May performed at the show.I kicked it with my girl Lucijana! she is an awesome photographer..
she took another shot of me the other day,,,cant wait to show them to yall!!!!:D
MIC CHECKというhot 97主催かなんかのイベントに友達が出たので、見に行ってきました。milana mayという子で、pop もsoulも両方な感じでやってます!がんばれ!


alicia keys???!
yes milana can play the piano and sing....
弾き語り。





last friday @websterhall
TWIN SHADOW s performance..
my homegirl juri has told me lot of lot of indie rock bands such as grizzly bears and twin shadow,,,,etc...since i m not familiar with those type of music,it was such a great experience at that night.
he was great .he got really nice voice!!


pains of being pure at heart s performance.
sorry about the quality.
it was packed!!!!!!



juri chan! i love her new hair style! kawaii,,,,good for this coming season!






check out my new panther 3 fingers ring! kawaii desho???!isnt it cute??


hello!! im excited!!! :) that day was hiphop crew from NYC, GREEN STREET s vdeio shoot day!


the shoot was held in a studio in BK,,,house party scene for a song "time wont change us"
it was great! cant wait to see the video!


yaaay green street! good looking ani!!!!
check it out and support them

http://www.djbooth.net/index/mixtapes/entry/green-street-dont-look/




Suahd-meccagodzilla(mike)-jayda

lastly @my bf s favorite restaurant YOKOCHO!!! the other day
with my friends


jayda & mio fujii(MIO)
japanese girls shot...she is sooo japanese! more than me lol



thank you sooooo much,,,,suahd ,jayda and mike! to come out for my Bday.
2011,,,
its going to be a great great year!
life is tough somehow..
but ill never ever give up..

ganbaruzo!



love

Monday, May 2, 2011

life is...sometimes...not fair...demo...arigato....さようなら。そしてありがとう。





life is not fair....

one of my friends whom i really look up to as a cheerful strong woman,,,
i just heard that shes just passed away yesterday.....

i couldnt sleep since then.

i was in a college cheerling team for 4years and then i was also in another club team for a while after that.
i am a cheerleader :)

when i met her for the first time,,,she was in another college,she was a little older than me,the college team was one of the best ones all over japan...

when i first joined my college team,since i have never experienced that type of thing before..i thought practice was too hard and i was like fooling around at the practice,
there was a time to practice with the team one day,,i was so shocked by what i just saw...how intense the practice was,,,the manner of the cheerleaders...not to mention the level of their skills...
they practice almost every single day!!!

she became a captain.
our college team needed coaches and certain training at the time,,,we needed somebody to lead us...
her team(FAIRES) and the club team(BOMBERS) that i used to be in (i think im still the member!!! )
totally helped us out and they raised our self esteem and i started watching lot of lot of cheerleading movies and competition DVD s and started practicing hard to get to the level physically and spiritually...

after 2years,,,our college team passed the local championship and got a ticket for the national championship for the very first time! they totally helped our dream come true..

she was always smiling no matter what!

according to the cheerleading spirit,,we are supposed to be like that..

it is said that 2:30 min performance is equal to the work out of running at full speed 2km!!!!
only 2;30!!!! we need to put everything in there,,,,after 2:30,,its too late to think about everything!
we practice mad hard just for the 2:30

we smell the sweat and we hear them breathe,,,but we see them smile,,,
we hear other team cheering
i love this sports..

its very dangerous sometimes,,so we always have to focus on what we r doing but its such a amazing sports and it taught me so many thing...

SHE was on of them who were always encouraging us!!!
she is a true true cheerleader....

i knew that she was in the hospital about a month ago,,i tried my best to get the info where she was at,,,,cuz i heard she wouldnt be able to last long...
and i couldnt do anything
NOTHING....

a young beautiful woman went to heaven....

why....

life is not fair....
she s supposed to live more...

think about your life...
think about your friends and family....

you are still there....

we are still here...
whats the message.....

what s the message...


i still dont know how to deal with this feeling...

i want to see all of my team members from college and club team and everybody,,,i miss you so much and you made me who i am now.

all of my friends here in nyc and japan and other countries,,,,thank you.
arigato...i love you...
dont go...
i wish yall best from the bottom of my heart...


Rest in PEACE yuko san...
sayonara,,,and arigato...

昨夜入った連絡。。。大学のときお世話になった先輩が亡くなったと。。

先が長くないのは知っていました。。癌をわずらい病院にいるというのはきいていて、、それからどこの病院かがんばって調べたが情報がつかめず、、、このことを昨日きき、、、気持ちの整理がまだつきません。。

彼女は私が大学のときに出合った。私は大学とクラブチームでチアリーディングをしていました。彼女は近くの大学の別のチームのちょっと年上の先輩でした。うちのチームは当初とても弱く、練習のやり方も確立されていませんでした。。
あるとき、彼女たちのチームの大会演技を見る機会があり、、、、もう圧巻。。。
そして、練習にも何度も参加させてもらい。。。
絶句。。

練習の頻度の高さ、密度の濃さ、メンバーのマナーの素晴らしさにただただびっくりさせられました。。
真のチアリーダーって感じでした。
本当にふぁアリーズさん、そして我クラブチームぼんばーずのメンバーの方には当時本当にお世話になりました。あなたたちがいなければ、、私たちはあのようになれませんでした。。教育してくれた。指導してくれた。導いてくれた。。
いつも笑顔だった。。
そしてだれよりもだれよりもよく練習していた。
そんな態度を学びました。。

チアなんて、たった2分30秒しかみせられないんですから。ちょっとしたコマーシャルです。そのなかでどれだけ最大級の精一杯のものをみせられるか。。。
この2分のために何十時間何千時間を練習するのか。。。
つらい練習にたえ、、でも楽しいんだよね。

ほんとにあたしはこのスポーツが好きです。やっててもみてても楽しいし。ほんとに人間として成長させてくれたなって思う。すばらしい仲間にも会えた・

彼女にはわんでーやキャンプでお世話になったな。
彼女はほんとに最高のチアリーダーだったな。。うちの学校ではひそかなアイドルだったし。。。

彼女の人生はちあのたった2分30秒の短い演技のようだった。。
なんでこんな人生なんだ。。。理解できない。。。

でも彼女のつらいかおなんて覚えてない。。
そんなこともたくさんあったと思うけど、覚えてるのは彼女の笑ってる顔。。

お通夜にいけませんが、ここから心よりご冥福をお祈りします。。
ありがとうございました。


これは私になにを伝えようとしてくれてるのだろう。。。
チアの先輩たちや仲間にあいたくなってしょうがない。。
カデンディアとぼんばーずのみんな、その他一緒に練習した他大学のチーム、高校、クラブチームのみなさん。
みんなほんとにありがとう。。そして、どうぞどうぞからだを大切にいつまでも笑い続けてください。
私はほんとに連絡ベタでも、、、ほんとに一人ひとりに感謝しています。。


LOVE